I officially got sick on Sunday of this week. I was just feeling like utter shit on Sunday. I ended up sleeping for most of the day to recover. Today, I went to work and my brain was kinda weak. Lucky for me Philz coffee made me somewhat functional.

Coffee is like the ultimate pancea. It honestly cures most of my sicknesses... or pretty much always makes me feel slightly better. I always think that I'm extremely mentally tough. You know... I'll keep trying until I win. I don't quit or give up etc etc.

But shit, when I'm sick I feel so weak. All I want to do is sleep and watch tv when I'm sick. Even though reading a book is essentially the same as watching TV. I wonder if scientists can measure mental fortitude yet.

Well... I guess I gotta go back to my yoga learnings. A lot of it is accepting your limits but still pushing yourself. I accept that when I'm sick my productivity will go way down and my willpower is therefore also lower. But I still wrote this article... and I tried to do some reading. So... good enough? Acceptance and struggles.

tl;dr - sick. sickness > my mental toughness. I'm going to will myself back to health before thanksgiving</strong></p>